Bye Bye 2009

I meant to write this yesterday, I REALLY did, but I procrastinated for too long and ran out of time.  By procrastinated, I mean reading other people's end of year blogs and chatting to friends on FaceBook and Twitter. 

The past decade I've been married and divorced and have lived in three countries, in two hemispheres and have moved house more times than I care to count.  I've made LOADS of new friends, many of whom I now don't see often seeing as they're in the US and I'm in Australia, but with good friends, time and distance don't matter.

I began this blog nearly two years ago and have STILL not had a baby, let alone even been pregnant, but I'm determined to have a baby and will keep at it as long as my doctor and my emotions let me.

My New Year's resolution...yes, I actually have one, is to be more pro active.  I also need to actually write more in my blog rather than jut composing it as I walk in the mornings and never actually put pen to paper, or in 2010 terms, fingers to keyboard.  I actually have something to say everyday, but have not been vigilant about blogging.  So now, you'll be hearing form me a lot more often.

I'm now wishing I'd written this yesterday, because today, all I want to do is nap, but I'm determined to finish...damnit.

Ehhh, what the hell, my brain is full of champagne and I'm just going to blabber and you'll be bored, so I will continue tomorrow.

Happy New Year Peeps

N x

Comments

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Hi

Just wanted to say Good Luck with your quest!
Just keep letting that universe know that you want a healthy baby and it will happen. Good on you for your honesty and persistence.
I feel for you because I have been almost there.
My marriage broke up after 13 years, when I was 34. My clock was ticking so loudly, I was terrified of missing out on the baby train. I found love and also a man to have a baby with. Im 38 years old now and after a miscarriage and 2 IVF cycles, I got pregnant naturally. I think it may have had something to do with putting on some weight (and not being a gym a holic anymore), seeing a naturopath and moving into new digs with hubby. Im 32 weeks now and pinch myself every day. Best luck, baby dust and keep going dear heart!!!

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Looks like you've let at least one New Year's resolution go by the wayside already... Hope to hear from you soon.